Your kind words mean so much to me. Perhaps one day we should meet. I have often thought that I should begin a dating site for survivors of narcissistic abuse since no new partner could ever even begin to fathom what we have experienced and how it has changed us. I am moving to Palo Alto, CA in 4 weeks to try to begin again. I hope for a chance to live again, but I am uncertain about the outcome. I dream about him regularly and feel him in residence inside of me.

His art is for sale on his website, so if you do purchase a piece, please tell him in the contact message that you discovered him and value what he is trying to tell us through his wife and her writing. I have encouraged him to embrace what he is like several other famous narcissists (Sam Vaknin, HG Tudor, Robert Torbay, Kate Fess). . . he could even call it NarcArt, and it might help him sell more work. He was not amused. Here is the link: https://bpesqueda.art/

May we find some kind of peace as the days go by.