You are one of my favorite writers. Your summer all up quite nicely. It’s been 3 1/2 years for me. I have written 205 articles on Medium, done over 200 podcasts, and I have become a recovery facilitator with clients who speak boy language. and you’re right, it still hurts. I still have PTSD. I still don’t sleep. My head knows exactly what happened and what is happening, I have a deep understanding of it all… But it’s the heart and the trauma and the grief and the dysregulation, and the Nuro chemicals, and all of it that prevent me from full freedom. I would love to collaborate with you. Maybe you can be a guest on my podcast? We are members of the same tribe, trying to do the same healing work.