Thank you for your candor. Your experience resonates with me because it is so similar. Imagine my version… I am over 60 years old now and my husband has replaced me with a French girl in her 20s who needs him to marry her for citizenship. It’s a little late for me to be starting from scratch. I love the analogy of being at the starting gate being forced to run a race you don’t want to run and noticing that your competition consists of women half your age. We should swap stories and do it on record. I also write for medium, have a podcast channel and a blog. If you would like to collaborate, reach out #Narctroopers